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Friday, July 08, 2005
i feel so sad..and guilty.
today is the worst day this week.
i had npcc traing but i didnt go. yesterday, today and tomorrow have traing. i'm so tired ang i'm getting lazier and lazier. actually, i'm loosing my interest for npcc. but evrytime i think of becoming a regular cadet, i always think back about how much i loved npcc before. actually i do love npcc. last year and this year i'm going to be a supporting contingent. boring. my school npcc sux man. sorry to say tt but i don give a fuck. i actually went to bugis with my frens to shop. nvr go for npcc traing. i didnt think that they'd actally inform my parents about my absence. yeah. they called up my parents. i felt guilty. i thought i was going to be in a big trouble but in the end my mum just told me not to lie agsin. u think i care? =) na... sometimes i dont like npcc because of some fuckin reason. i like npcc because i know its gona be fun but instead its the other way round nothing seems to go my way. sometimes mark hui dont come for traings. i feel so silent. without him my world is just so silent. nvm lah..at leasts there's still joe. =) my close friend. we had lots of secrets shared. anyway he tells me one of his personal habit. to be fair i oso just told him something confidential too. he's a very nice person actually; though he gets mad easily;bad-tempered; so called 'attitude problem'... *yawn* sleepy. next time i'm gona post about my frens. and my life. cya. =) |